It is too blurred

Our minds are little too fickle
When it comes to deciding
what’s right or wrong
You feel so lonely
Your answers are below par
You ponder a lot
You dunno what’s for your own good
You simply stay still and cannot move
Sipping on your alcohol
Taking a smoke much too far
Too far till it burn your finger
You can’t realize and you are so numb
You feel that you’ve succumb
to the pleasure of your pain
Without much gain
You lead your life without being alive
Your room is filled with smoke of death
It is too blurred
Your life is so blurred

You love her so much
You can’t seem to think of anything else
Well you know you’ve got no chance
As you know you’ve got different lives
You feel you’ve got everything to fight for
But you don’t believe in what you desire
You’ve got no regrets
Not knowing where it’s gonna head
You wanna focus on other things
But you cannot apply your mind
You feel you gonna be good in certain ways
You’ve been pushed to a corner for many days
This reflects your bad nature
You seem to loose control
Control of your own self
People talk about ambition
They question your determination
They say they do it for your moral
They say they do it for your confidence
Well you know they push you beyond existence
They say keep alive your dream
All you wanna do is scream


Scream out loud fro the bottom of your voice
Scream out loud as they can’t hear your soul
You are left with no choice
You’ve got to step up and decide
But you dunno what’s good for real
Spirit and science cannot answer
Your face leaves a vacant expression
You see straight through your wall
Knowing you are gonna fall
One thing is for sure
You’ve got your own days to live
You’ve got different ways to live
And so you breathe your own smoke
And so you disagree with your choice
My friend our lives
It is simply twisted
Oh my dear twisted beyond repair
The room is filled with deadly smoke
You breathe your own death
It is too blurred
Our lives are so blurred
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