Swing

Summer has gone
And our sun has cooled
I wake up to my mama’s scream
She shouts all night to sleep
She shouts all day to wake
And I smile as I look into her eyes
Now that’s how my days kicks off
I hold to my spirit somehow

Yesterday I was down and out
I locked up myself and lived alone
I used read but never followed
I used to shout and I was soo hollow
Well there are some people who are lost
They claim they don’t remember me
While I remember the times we had
While I remember the things we shared
Some people ignored me to oblivion
While I still smiled and took care to get their attention
I loved one girl too much
No matter what she does
No matter how she was
I cannot accept her choice
I found her to be churlish
She claimed I’m unattractive
While I found her to be too talkative
Then I decided to shut myself away
Sitting all alone
Disturbed and thoughts came along
I decided to take a walk
I stumbled onto these beautiful eyes
She was with another guy
Before she got onto her bike
She turned to me and smiled
Twenty four hours since we met
My sights on you had been set
Though it was just for a second
I forgot my past and I moved on
Dunno who you are, you made me believe
Dunno where you’re from, you gave back my smile
For all those out there who’re down and out

Sing with me
There will be some sign
This will make our life realign
We go back and forth
That’s how swing works
Remember not to loose your grip
Life is a Swing
Lets get on with it, lets swing high

Break Away

Sitting in my room
I feel truly alone
Gazing at my monitor
I tremble and falter
I see light, but it’s dark
I see pics, but it’s blurred
Everything seems to be fine around me
Everything seems to be wrong inside me
I know its right
I know it’s for my own good
My future at stake, I loose my mind
I hope I’m young before I die

She made me unstable
She made me motionless
She took away my smile
Now she lives miles apart
Across Nations
Across Oceans
Across different species and cultures
I search for my long lost soul
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
The dam broke open inside me
She flooded my thoughts
Some kind of brain damage
Some kind of unstoppable feelings
She has left me reeling
Hell yeah
It hurts me to see your smile
It hurts me to look into your eyes
But I believe we meant our goodbyes
Such a saint you act like
Such a whore you behave like
I burn away your pictures with my smokes
Hell yeah
I’m not attractive enough for you
But I’m getting to grip with what you had said
You always doubt that there is a better man
I doubt what runs through your veins
I know there can’t be a better way
I don’t want to stay
I hope in time I forget
Let’s pretend like we never met
Why don’t we break up
There is nothing left to say
I’ve got my eyes shut
Praying they won’t strain
I punch the walls, Screaming BREAK AWAY in the rain
Their droplets extinguishing my smoke
Like your face I throw the bud away
I hope you blow away
I hope…you blow away