Break Away

Sitting in my room
I feel truly alone
Gazing at my monitor
I tremble and falter
I see light, but it’s dark
I see pics, but it’s blurred
Everything seems to be fine around me
Everything seems to be wrong inside me
I know its right
I know it’s for my own good
My future at stake, I loose my mind
I hope I’m young before I die

She made me unstable
She made me motionless
She took away my smile
Now she lives miles apart
Across Nations
Across Oceans
Across different species and cultures
I search for my long lost soul
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
The dam broke open inside me
She flooded my thoughts
Some kind of brain damage
Some kind of unstoppable feelings
She has left me reeling
Hell yeah
It hurts me to see your smile
It hurts me to look into your eyes
But I believe we meant our goodbyes
Such a saint you act like
Such a whore you behave like
I burn away your pictures with my smokes
Hell yeah
I’m not attractive enough for you
But I’m getting to grip with what you had said
You always doubt that there is a better man
I doubt what runs through your veins
I know there can’t be a better way
I don’t want to stay
I hope in time I forget
Let’s pretend like we never met
Why don’t we break up
There is nothing left to say
I’ve got my eyes shut
Praying they won’t strain
I punch the walls, Screaming BREAK AWAY in the rain
Their droplets extinguishing my smoke
Like your face I throw the bud away
I hope you blow away
I hope…you blow away